so this is what i guess i feel the need to say. i'm not asking you to read or even care. i just wanna get my feelings out. i'm so tired of not being wanted, or favored upon. it feels like everyone else just has someone better and there's nobody left for me. i've always wanted that poly-friendship where we were inseparable no matter what. nothing just ever works out for me i guess. no one cares at all, don't try to say that they do bc everyone's proven it. there's really no need for me to be here but i'm gonna be here anyway. i don't want anyone else to feel like i'm feeling so i'll just be the unspecial friend that everyone talks to but thinks nothing of. rant over.~